Drifting Back into Life

Well its been a while as it always is, it seems.

I think I have come to an inner revelation in my life. I don't know why but after living as a drifter (unintentionally) for a night something has clicked.

And no its not that I want to be a drifter. My plush drifting with warm clothes and shoes was definitely a taste of a life that I would never want to life.

None the less the sequence of events which led to the mental ordeal within the ordeal gave me no indication that I would be locked out of my own apartment at 3 in the morning with few places to go. As is life.

The world keeps turning.
The sun keeps burning.
the question in my head keep churning.
Yet with nothing that is all I have.
A scary thought in a cloudy mental cave.
Blinded by rage for no reason at all.
But blind enough that I could easily fall,
Into my mind with meaningless simulation.
For many thoughts are imitation,
of life once lived or dreamed.
Life is never what it once seemed
Yet all one can do is open his eyes
and see the world like the flies
Nothing is anything but what you can see
so move on and let the world turn
for life will continue,
until the sun stops to burn.

That's basically what I discovered. It's probably nothing yet somehow I feel that this experience brought me closer to being human.

Cheers